Sunday, November 09, 2008 ♥
Not Myself This Days, Im Sorry! ♥ Sunday, November 09, 2008
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Things haf been rough lately.
i mean it, ROUGH!.
part & parcel of relationships.
either you hold on strong or you let go.
i dun eva wana let go of bby.
i'll hold him tightly.
even if he scream in pain.
in every corner of my life,
he's been dere.
he help me thru, he made me strong.
i'll hold him tight,
even if it takes all my energy.
i lacked of slp.
i lacked of energy.
i lacked of food.
im sick, im weak.
but i dun wan bby to go thru dis mess with me.
i forced myself to eat.
even if my throat hurts.
i dun wan him to starve himself too.
To bby,
you may think dat im stronger.
but im nt without you.
you may think i dun nid you.
but im in nid of you.
every moment, every sec.
you may think im happy,
but im nt without you.
you may think im not hurt,
but i hurt you.
Im sorie ive nt been myself.
i cudnt get hold of myself.
i tend to let my anger overcome me.
im sorie if i used alot f harshness towards you.
but bby, trust me, its not intentional.
im sorie if i was a jerk to you.
im sorie. ='(
Labels: I need you now and forever
Ila.Bebehh ♥
♥ The Lover.