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Tuesday, October 28, 2008 ♥
So Low Of Me ♥ Tuesday, October 28, 2008

wana noe more about me?
i'll tell you.
=)

im:
DISAPPOINTMENT
USELESS
WORTHLESS
DESPICABLE
UNGRATEFUL
DISGUSTING
EGOISTIC
UNCONTROLLABLE
WEAK
COLD-HEARTED
DOG
WHORE
ORDINARY
DEVIL

im sorie.
but let me just pretend dat im okay.
im hurt, BADLY.
even sumone agreed
on wat i'd say above.
i tot dat sumone see's me in a diff way.
but,
i cried myself to slp ytd.
n i felt numb in the morning.
shivered non-stop.

where is he?
he left. ='(

i'll be gone fer awhile.
i'll update when im much more stronger.

gdbye my sweet frens.

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Monday, October 27, 2008 ♥
i hate my life now! ♥ Monday, October 27, 2008


i was kinda bored.
so i found chris brown's video.
'superhuman'.
its meant fer you bby.
from the heart.

Chris:
Weak, I have been crying and crying for weeks.
How'd I survive when I can barely speak,barely eat on my knees.

Keri:
But that's the moment you came to me,
I don't know what your love has done to me.
Think im invincible I see through the me I used to be. 

You've changed my whole life,
don't know what you're doing to me with your love.
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me,
a superhuman heart beats in me,
nothing can stop me here with you.
Superhuman..
I feel so superhuman x2

Chris:
Strong, since i've been flying and righting the wrongs.
Feels almost like i've had it all along,
I can see tomorrow.

Keri:
Where every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me.
It's unbeliveble to see how love can set me free.

You've changed my whole life,
don't know what you're doing to me with your love.
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me,
a superhuman heart beats in me, nothing can stop me here with you.

Superhuman..
I feel so superhuman x2

It's not a bird, not a plane,
it's my heart and it's going gone away.
My only weekness is you, only reason is you,
every minute with you
I feel like I can do, anything..
Going,going i'm gone away, in love.

You've changed my whole life,
don't know what you're doing to me with your love.
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me,
a superhuman heart beats in me, nothing can stop me here with you.

Superhuman..

been waiting fer him to rply to my msgs.
its okay. im really used to it.
no worries. im fine.
all i nid to do, is put up a brave front.
fooling everyone dat im okay.
imma strong gal, yes i am.

i duno wat haf gotten into me.
im easily down dis daes.
i dun wish to stay home neither outside.
i duno wat i wan dis daes.
keep forcin myself to go sch.
but i can barely make it.
sch's been addin to my probs.
maybe its betta i keep things to myself.
n cry alone in my bedroom.
my life really take a u-turn.
went back to the 'gloomy' days.


to you, firay

i swear to God, upon the holy Quran.

that my love fer you,

have no limits.

every single thing i did,

i did fer u, fer us.

neva did i regret a single thing.

if loving u was wrong.

i dun eva wanabe rite.

i love u like how water flows.

i love you like how flowers bloom.

i love you like how the sun shines.

i just love you more every single day.

seeing you jam,seeing that smile on ur face.

ouh god, u duno how it brightens my day.


i wish upon a shooting star,

that i cud make you laugh.

like how ur frens usually make u laugh.

the full blast laugh.

the loud laughter.

i wish...

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008 ♥
Stressed Out ♥ Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Its Been Awhile Since I Updated My Blog.
So, Apologies Pls.
I Was Caught Up Wif Some Probs At Home.
And Some School Projects.

Startin Wif.
18Oct2008
Went Raya-ing Wif Syg & Kompang Frens.
So, I Had To Reach B.B At 10.
I Din Wear Raya Clothes To B.B.
I Changed At Syg's Hs.
So I Had To Reach Dere Early.
I Had To Iron Syg's Clothes Too. =)
BlaBlaBlaBla.
We Went Out Of Da Hs At 12.
Had To Rch Abg Yan's Hs At 12.15 I Guess.
Some Were Dere Already.
Quite A Handful Of Ppl Goin.
So, Guess Wat We Took?
A Big Bus. HaHaHa.
Not Public Transport K.
So BlaBlaBla.
On Dat Particular Day Too,
Syg & I Fought Badly.
Adoii. *Ape Nk Jadi*
BlaBlaBlaBla.
Rchd Hm At 1am.
Thanxs To Syg's Daddy
Fer Sending Me Home.

19Oct2008
Fought Wif Daddy.
Jyeah. Abt Sch Projects.
So, Im Still Angry With Him.
So, Was Bloody Pissed Off.
I Din Went Home.
I Sleptova At Syg's Hs.
Finishd My Project At Dere Too.
Syg Drank On Dat Day Too.
Oh Gosh, I Hate The Smell.
=)

20Oct2008
Normal Sch Day.
Went Home.
Fought Wif Daddy.
AGAIN. Wtf Kn?
Cried My Heart Out,
Alone Inside The Room.
Went To Slp Early.

21Oct2008
Din Went To Sch Today.
Syg Came By.
It's Been Awhile Since We Gt To Cuddle 2getha.
BlaBlaBla.
Quarrel Again.
So Decided Nt To Go Hm Again.
Really Damn Tired Of Dis Stupid Things.
Fortunately, Syg's Ibu Askd To Stop By.
Thinking Dat I Just Quarrel Wif Syg.
I Din Feel Like Goin.
But, Ibu Say Just Come.
So Jyeahh.
Ntah Ape Jadi.
Syg Askd Me To Slpova.
Ibu & Ayah Askd Me Wat Hppd At Hm.
All I Cud Do Was To Cry.
Ayah Say, 'You Can Tell Me Anyting.
Treat Me Like Your Own Papa.'
BlaBlaBlaBla.
So, At Nite Me & Syg Watchd Susuk.
Afta Dat, We Went To Slp.

22Oct2008
Woke Up Early.
So I Can See Syg Off At The Busstop.
I Din Went To Sch Again.
Din Bring My Sch Uni.
HaHaHaHa.
So, Slack At Syg's Hs.
Wif Ibu & Auni.
So Syg Came Bck Hm.
Rest Jap Pastu Siap2.
Send Him To Work.
Den Home Sour Home.

To Syg,
ThankYou Fer Being Dere.
Fer Giving Me Strength To
Survive My Personal Probs.
Thank You Fer Believin In Me.
I Owe My Life To You.
I Love You.
Deeply.
Pls Dun Leave Me.

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Monday, October 13, 2008 ♥
Monthsary =) ♥ Monday, October 13, 2008


Happy 4th Monthsary!
ALHAMDULLILAH.

We've made this far.
Squabbles & Obstacles are always dere.
but syg, im proud of you.
Yes, you lahh. =)
im readi den eva to make US work.
ova&ova again.
U always rawk my world!
U are always part of my daily life.
so, dun qns much.
U noe im always inlove wif you.
Yes, inlove and crazy abt you.
still, eva since the first day.
neva eva did it fade.
n it neva will.

BbyPrince,M0shb
I LOVE YOU!
Till Eternity. =)

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Sunday, October 12, 2008 ♥
I live fer him ♥ Sunday, October 12, 2008


Randomly.
All his sweet msgs.

Wednesday,08.10.08
1945hours
Ayg,u btolkan tk tinggalkan i?
i mean like btol2 kan?

Thursday,09.10.08
1224hours
I love u bby. Btol. Cyg. Ily. Btol.
1247hours
I tk ngantok pon. Nk tok kasi u tdo ble?
0131hours
If u thank me fer making tonite special.
Den i guess i'll hv to thank u fer making
my every day special. I love u larling.
Mwahxxx!

Friday,10.10.08
1436hours
Ayg. I nk jmpe u. Tpi i pn tk larat.
Auni demam. I pn nk demam.
I rindu u. I nk mamam o.c.k aje.
Laen tkde selera. I nanak jmpe sesiape.
Cume u jeq. I nak u!!
1506hours
Smakin i syg u, smakin i tkt ngan u.
Tkt hilang u,tkt u tinggalkan i,
tkt u jatuh ke laki laen,
tkt u kluar ngan laki laen.
I tau i bnyk buat salah.
Tk rply ur msg,kluar tk blang,
tk send u gdnyte msg.
Tpi sumpah demi allah yg i tk kluar
ngn pompuan laen, bubual tentang perasaan
dgn pompuan laen.
Psl i cinta kan u aje.
Mungkin u anggap nie sbagai 'just'
one of my sweet msg je ke ape.
tpi tak. I cume nak blang u yg
i btol2 sygkn u.

Saturday,11.10.08
1223hours
Waiting fer u to take my hand
and put arnd ur waist.
Waitng fer ur lips to lean on mine.
Waiting fer ur eyes to stare at mine.
Waiting fer our body to combine as one,
knowing dat our heart and soul already as one.
I love you bbyprincess, i really do.
Gentle kiss,*muacks*

he means alot to me.
he means the world to me.
even paradise cant match to his wonderfulness.
everytime my heart beats.
my heart beats fer him.
my heart beats his name.
now, in my lil world.
he conquers it all.
every lil space in my heart,
is meant fer him.
he might not noe how much i truly loves him.
i dun even noe myself.
its overwhelming, i swear.
he's my past, my present and my future.
he's my every decade and century.
he's my every molecule.
he's my SUPEReverything.
I love HIM very much.

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Thursday, October 09, 2008 ♥
Misunderstandin, I Guess ♥ Thursday, October 09, 2008

before postin dis.
i was bloghoppin.
n i came by dis blog.
a person close to my heart.
when i read the post.
i felt dat its kinda meant fer me.
yes, a bit heartbrkn.
but its the bloggers feelings.
so, i respect every sgl bit of it.

im not sure wthr u nid my eplanation.
but still, here goes.
im stuck at hm.
nowhr else but hm.
i n firay had some misundrstndin.
abt 'frenship'.
we quarelled most of da days.
so apart frm him.
when u said 'tknk susahkn ko'.
it hit me damn bad.
yes, damn bad.
i felt dat im nt needed in ur life.
so i started to shrink in.
so stoop lowly.
but in any case u nided me.
im always here fer you.
im sorie, i am.

dat is my explanation.
yes, it is.
u tc my dear fren. =)

Sunday, October 05, 2008 ♥
Alhamdullilah ♥ Sunday, October 05, 2008

hey peeps.
now im randomly updating my blog.
i just dun wan my blog to b dead.
so jyeah, here goes.

afta all set backs n wateva shits.
i feel quite complete now.
i really feel at ease.
i dun feel the nid to rush ova matters.
ive learn how to let things go.
and not dwell on it fer long.
ive learnt to fall down hard.
n ive learnt hw to stand up strong.

deres ntg in dis world dat doesnt come with obstacles.
its neva always hapiness dat comes first.
n its neva always happy ending.
but with strong faith and beliefs.
Insya'allah, god will listen to ur every prayer.
i may not be a gd example in religion thingy.
but i truly noe.
dat if u seek HIM, he'll help u in one way or anotha.

now at dis moment.
gg thru life wif the one i truly love.
is absolutely an ultimate blessing.
seeing him smile,
widens the smile on my face.
gettin the hugs frm him,
oh god i feel so protected.
gettin the kisses frm him,
i dun even noe hw to express it.

to love him, is to love his everything.
to love him, is to love his family.
to love him, is to love his frens.
to love him, is to love his wrong doings.
to love him, is to love his every intentions.

his family is my second family.
his family fills in the missing blanks.
his family makes up fer the love ive neva had.
his mum, is my heroin.
the first day of raya, she kissed my cheeks.
dats the first time, i swear.
i felt so loved, so needed.
his daddy, is my third superhero.
he takes care of me.
i mean really care fer me.
his elder bro, his my silence.
but when he speaks.
he'll crack a joke.
'eh ila, besar nye anting2 ko.'
'ble maen bubble'
hahaha.
his younger sista, my laughter.
its so easy talkin to her.
maybe we agree on almost anythin.
his niece, my onli baby.
she's so adorable.
make me smile all day long.
is stubborn most of the tym.
but dat is wat toddlers do.

my first superhero.
is my bbyprince,moshb.
he's the reason why im gg thru life.
he's the reason why im breathing now.
he's the reason why im smillin.
he's the reason why i cry.
he's my every reason.
not even the world's greatest treasure can match to him.
he's my most valuable possession.
i'll lend my shoulder fer him to lean on.
i'll rch out my hand fer him to hold on.
i'll lend my ear fer him to speak to.
n most importantly my dear,
i'll give u my life fer you to depend on.
i'll do wateva it takes to prove to everyone.
dat u are and will be the one fer me.
we've gone thru obstacles together.
we've gone thru hapiness together.
i only nid u to survive.
I Love You So Much.
im ntg without you, i swear.
dun eva go. pls.
ilysm.

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Friday, October 03, 2008 ♥
Hari Raya Lahh Sehk! ♥ Friday, October 03, 2008


*Dat was e first day of raya*
*Pink huhh*

*Dat was second day of raya*
*yesh.Black n Orange it was.=)*

third day of raya
i din went out with fam today.
but i went out wif syg.
hehe. *biggrin*
takk. bukan jln raya.
we went out to watch movie.
hahahaha.
waitt. we din use our raya money okay.
syg blanja me usin his pay.
awww. so sweet. =)
i fetchd him from bbdc.
syg had rte isit? i supposed lahh.
so, first we headed to j.e.
but nahh. crite mrepek!.
den we proceed to westmall.
we decided to watch Eagles Eye.
chedebahhh. haha.
Syg was like *takot2*.
padahal not horror. haha.
cuteness lahh syg nie.
yada.yada.
syg had to rysh home.
as his fam wana go out.
so yupp2. i went hm.
BUT. *jeng3*
i met my fam at the basketball court.
n dey say. dey wana go IMM.
bloodyfool.
tau tgu diorg kat sane jek.
waste tambang jek.
daddy wna change starhub cable vision.
to the HD one. wtf!
so me n mum went to do some girlie stuffs.
we went to do some shoppin.
hehe. =)
dat was my day.
long huhh. n tired. =)

Wednesday, October 01, 2008 ♥
First Syawal ♥ Wednesday, October 01, 2008

October 1,2008
So today marks the first say of Syawal.
i'm totally exhausted frm house chores.
it was totally a pack week fer me.
i had to do the Fcukin hs chores.
i had to run back to geylang to buy some stuffs.
i had to do the Fcukin brownies fer *nenek*.
unsincere? abit. Gosh i hate herr.
her n my haji bakhil datok.

Im still staring at the comp.
n its alreadi like 1100hours.
haha. yupp2. i had breakfast.
yummy? not really.
wak anah's food really take a u-turn dis yr.
it doesnt taste like old times.
her foor wud really taste damn nice larr.
finger lickin gd i must say.
but now? not really. haha.
e othas said that it was nice.
but nahh. not fer me.
maybe i alreadi develop a fussy tongue.
thnxs to my dearest syg.

talking abt syg.
he's havin high fever fer past two days.
gosh. im worried sick.
ytd, i cabot frm hm.
to see him at his hs.
aiyoohh. realli pity him.
he was alreadi havin fever.
den he had some stomach prob.
so i had to wipe his stomach wif
a cold wet cloth.
he said that it'll be betta.
my hands was alreadi numb.
but fer him, i always willl.
i stroke his hair.
i cant touch him using my palms.
he soon feel aslp.
i had to go hm soon enuff.
so i kissed him gdbye.
i hope he'll be betta.
='(

Aku mcm mls larr nk klua.
smua org blom siap.
so aku pon mls larr.
aku blm mandi agk nie.
hehehe.
syg blm msg aku.
aku risau sal dia.
dia da baek ke blm?
haix.

me: u tdo dr tadi ehk? nari u alek kampong?
him: i dlm krete nie. Sory! Terlupe nak blang.
me: =(
him: Bye ayg. :) i bsok alek.
me: ='(
him: haha! I tk balek lah!
me: Uuuuuu! U uat i nangis lahh.!
him: Hehe. I baru minta maaf pe tady. Nie 1st dosa i kat u lah!
me: haha. i gigit u ble? *bluekk*
him: Nanak! I lari...!!! eeeeeek! U nak gigit!!!!
me: Haha. nanak lari. Alaa. u lari. I ble keja. *bluekk*
me: U. I rindu u. Sob3.
Him: U. I pon rindu u. Sob3.

*he always seem so perfect in my eyes*



Ila.Bebehh ♥
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I go by the name ILA.Get that in ur head idiot.
14.Dec.90.my bdae u shitheads.
FIRAY is my half-soul.
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