ytd woke him up at 9am. ooh. his voice was damn sexy. haha. stop it ehk ila.*bluekk*. so jyeah. i went to do some house chores first. had my breakfast wif mum. n i nid to go bath and n get out of the house. so jyeah. finish doin wateva shitts and left hs ard 1130. i nid to go abby's hs and take my shoes. coz i'll be wearing it. haha. stupid. yadaa2. we left her hs ard 1 liddat. coz she tot of gg werk interview. but atlast tak jadi. so we went bugis. jalan mcm no one's business. haha. stupid us. n my mouth keep chewing and shewing on stuff. doesnt wana stop. aiyohh. so jyeah. by 4 i went off bcoz i nid to fecth syg from werk. i ask him accompany me go buy mum's bdae present. haha. i waited dere since 0430. so jyeah. but he went out of werk ard 0530. haha. wth. but nvm. i'll wait even fer eternity. i sat outside his werkplc btwn swensen and cafe cartel. siallah. dok pon jadi salah. matreps walk past n say 'aik, dr tadi sorg jek'. menyebok plak. aiseybedahh. so jyeah. when hubby went out of werk with his singlet and jeans, we went straight to precious thots. haha. ehh no, hubby had to go atm and withdraw money. haha. den he was like 'nak cing2.' hahaha. and ytd was like our 'horny' day. kwang3. so we nonstop talking about uncensored things. haha. and when we like had to go toilet. he wud kip dragging me to the male's toilet. haha. wtf. we really had no sense of direction ytd. atlast we sat sown at ljs outside cityhall. appy and nat came by and join us. so now its the 4 of us. haha. so we tot of watching the fireworks. bt i suddenly dun feel like watching. ntahlar ehk. moody gaknye. so we waited and waited. n the bloody emcee was like fucking irritating. we were about to go off. when suddenly appy n nat say wait awhile more. n jyeah, lucky the fireworks started. or hubby and i wud be pissed off alreadi. haha. so jyeah. afta the fireworks. we left quickly cause was too damn tired. and we dun wanna board the pack mrt. haha.













today marks the day of our promise.
the promise we'll fulfill years down the road.
the promise that make us much more stronger ppl.
the promise that tie us together.

Although we are not together now.
I'll wait fer the day that we will be.
I'll wait fer the day that ure mine fereva.
I'll wait fer the day that the world is in our hands.

"Ive made up my mind. i wanna continue my music career. i wanna date gals. I dun wanna settle down yet. Good news is, i'll keep my every promise. EVERYONE OF IT. including the one i wrote at the blk. I'll meet u in years to come. I dun mind if ure gonna hv a relationship. Bt u promise me the same thing to0. Jus come bck to me wen i finish my ns. I love u. Last gentle kiss, muackz. =)"

Me.
"I will kip dat promise. I'll come 2 u afta ur ns. I'll mit u @ e blk we wrote our oath. If ure nt dere. Dn it'll b e end. Ur name will always b inside my heart. Just promise me u'll be dere?"

Him.
"I promise"










Bby, 31 July was a lesson to me. How hard i try to let u go. i just cant.
I hope now you noe how much you mean to me.
all those bruises i will bear just to haf u by my side.
dere's no more love between us animore syg.
My small heart says, 'stay on a lil longer, n it'll be betta'.
Firay i used to noe, said dat i shud listen to my heart n not my head.
so yeah, i followed. not noeing what the outcome will be like.
i will pray hard, dat it'll get betta.
for now, i'll bear ur temper, ur mood swings.
i will do dis, for the sake of our love. n i swear.
i will neva let u go. i dun wan u to suffer alone.
my frens will sure misunderstand. but my love for u stand so strong.
i noe they tink i might be fool in wantng u back.
but syg, YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE I LOVE.
like wat i said to them. ure my smile. ure my laughter. ure my sorrow.
but most imptly syg, ure my everythng.
we go thru alot. n we dun deserve anithing else den us.
u went thru alot just to get me.
i went thru alot emotionally to get u.
its not worth it just to let us go just like dat.
we might just be gg to 2 months. but the love we share, is more than dat.
feelings for u will neva fade.