Secret Valentine (Acoustic) - We The Kings
Without You Bby, I'll Fall
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THANK YOU! ♥ Sunday, November 30, 2008
Dear BbyPrince.M0shb,
To you that said, "Sex CAN wait"
To you that said, "You're beautiful."
To you that was never too busy to drive across town to see me.
To you that visits me when im sick or down.
To you that said you would die for me.
To you that really would.
To you that did what i wanted to do.
To you that cried in front of me.
To you that i cried in front of.
To you that holds hands with me.
To you that kisses me with meaning.
To you that hugs me when Im sad.
To you that hugs me for no reason at all.
To you who would give your jacket up for me.
To you that calls to make sure i got home safe.
To you that would sit and wait for me for hours just to see me for ten minutes.
To you that would give your seat up.
thank you.
every single thing that u did fer me.
i truly appreciate it.
even if its in good or bad terms.
i truly am grateful.
thank you fer believing in me.
I Love You.
Like How SunShines.
I Love You.
Like How SunSets.
I Love You.
Like How Paradise Feels.
I Love You.
Even in Bad Terms.
I Still Do Love You.
With Every Sgl Bit Of My Heart.
I Really Do.
THANK YOU.
FALLING APART ♥ Saturday, November 29, 2008
IM SORIE! ♥ Thursday, November 27, 2008
Gave Up ♥ Wednesday, November 26, 2008
I MISS HIM =( ♥ Saturday, November 22, 2008
Maybe Im a Lil Too Hard On Him I Guess.
IM SUPER DISAPPOINTED! ♥ Saturday, November 22, 2008
'Why Dun Do It With Both?'
I'll always rmbr dat line bby.
Ppl gets unreasonable at tyms.
But wat for, if dey dun learn a sgl thing.
In ur life, its always fair.
im being very patient.
i really am. & i'll blow up soon.
im vry disappointed in you.
u dun seem to treat me fairly now.
u dun seem to listen to every sgl thing i say now.
i askd u not to re-pierce ur collarbone.
ouhh. hell no. u stil insisted.
but being a 'great' gf.
i forgave you.
i just heck about it.
but when it comes to ur 'rimas' part.
pls, tok to urself.
& if i cant ask u any more qns.
i promise u, i wont.
dun say wthr i change or wat.
coz im doing WAT U LIKE.
im going ur way.
im tired to fite nor quarrel.
if u tink wat ure doing now is reasonable & fair.
pls, im willing to follow.
jyeah, i change.
i change because u change.
ure not dat caring nor concern animore.
u do wat pleases u. haix.
so, im putting away all my emotion.
just fer you.
im really tired.
gdbye. take care.
ila is not ila animore.
='(
FULFILL MY WISH, PLS GOD ♥ Tuesday, November 18, 2008
I MISS FIRAY!
IM BLESSED ♥ Monday, November 17, 2008
Its 4 days afta 5 month anni.
monthsary wasnt that grand.
hahaha. but overall, swit larr.
we had loads of laughter.
im having holes in my wallet.
so, all i gave him was:
a frame with our pics.
& a letter for him.
so it was budget.
hahaha.
but it really came fom my heart.
today's post is simple.
overall.
I MISS FIRAY DEARLY.
clearly stated at my myspace & msn.
i really miss him.
AN OLD MEMORY ♥ Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Not Myself This Days, Im Sorry! ♥ Sunday, November 09, 2008
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Things haf been rough lately.
DRUG ALLERGIES ♥ Friday, November 07, 2008
HeyHey.
My attendance improve dis week.
wat a wonder. haha. pathetic.
So i din come oni on wed.
due to some personal probs.
Im startn to be good eyy?
i wana improve on my attendance larr sehk.
wana buck up on studies.
alreadi askd help frm Mr Zaki. *chehh2*.
&& i nid to work.
i nid to save up fer bby's bdae.
gosh, the price? ovewhelming. haha.
so basically dats why larr sehk.
summore i nid extra money to buy my stuffs.
bby's busy with jamming & bbdc.
so im stuck at home with ntg.
im dwn with drug allergy. wtf.
just got it when watchin dem jammin.
hahaha. sorrie guys fer bringin the disease.
ate the meddy & my body damn weak.
i cant think hard or undrstnd wat anyone's toking.
so, just quarrel with bby. ntahh. i oso dunno why.
hey. aku saket. leniency pls.
kkay. i duno wat else.
due to malfunctionin of the brain.
update more soon.
tc dude & dudettes.
I LOVE FIRAY. =)
♥ Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Firay again.
Fucked right back?(COPY AND PASTE) Thru a blaack pussy? HELL NO!!! hahaha
shame on me looking down on ppl's skin colour?
Kamarul and a bangla? why not be with a bangla?bodoh.
sendiri sendiri tgk skin.
klau tak tgk skin,follow ur own skin colour,mataer ngan bangla.
aku tak syg mulot? korg tu tak sygg nyawa.
Firay here,calling all BANKING MOTHAFUCKERS to whacked me up.
i dun mind if its 10 against 1.
u'll be surprise to wad i can do.
dun werry.
its just me fighting this battle. and my bby of coz.
EH BANGLA,AKU CABAR KAU SEPAK AKU. :)
jgn lupe complain kat MY OWN FRIEND. (We didnt asked to be labled zac efron & Vanessa)
Maybe i'll label u karina karina kapoor. feelin better? coz karina is white u noe.
huak2.
see i knew it. she lost it.
Ever ask urself why ure fighting this battle?
i fight fer a reason. Be good in front of my gf,bhind herr bck,u talk bad bout her.
Wad are u fighting fer? Cant accept the thangs that i sed?
dun always think ure right, dun always think ure 1 step ahead from others.
Coz ure not. tone dwn ur ego,and i'll tone dwn mine.
and kama. i specifically wanna put dwn ur name. u dun even noe wad this arguement is all abt.
WHAT THE FUCK, PLEASE. ♥ Tuesday, November 04, 2008
So, Kharmila here.
let me tell you a story abt an ungrateful fren.
So here goes.
Its been a few days since i come sch.
due to my HIGH FEVER.
[sorie uhk si diktu yang takde high fever].
so, she walkd past my boyfie's table.
'ehk, suroh ila dtg skola. ade byk projek nk uat'.
im not too sure wthr she askd nicely or not. =)
so my boyfie rplied.
'asl korg bully dia uhk suro uat projek smua.
sampai dia kena stay up late.
maybe tu sbb dia nk quit skola'.
im not too sure wthr its nicely said or not. =)
and she rply with her bitchy face [sorie uhk, BOYFREN aku yg ckp]
'i din ask her to stay up late pe'.
& stg else abt study smart.
my boyfie got all workd up.
ive got no comments.
i wana heck like wat i said to UR GALFREN.
& so i thot i called her a 'fren'.
but turns out nahhhhhhh. =)
ohhh damn.
she lost it AGAIN. =)
[i wish i cud help, but sorie, no thanks]
stll going on strong
firay and ila.
To all Nicompoops. ♥ Monday, November 03, 2008
I go by the name ILA.Get that in ur head idiot.
14.Dec.90.my bdae u shitheads.
FIRAY is my half-soul.
i'm his bby princess y'all!
MY OOHH-SO-HOT-BOYFIE
AUNI
♥U By My Side Always
♥Marry You Can?
♥Brand New Hp
♥Brand New Mp4
♥More Tanktops Pls
♥More Shoes Pls
♥AiyeeshaKeys.N1.GFF
=)Ayeesyaa.BC
♥Azza.Ex-Semb
=)Dila.SA
=)Eleena.BC
=)Eileen.BC
♥EzaLuhhSehk.N1.GFF
=)Faizoul
♥Gucci.N1.GFF
♥Hasrul.SA.Legend
♥Iana.N1.GFF
=)JiaMin.BC
=)Mann.Ex-Semb
=)Maya
=)Rid.Ex-Semb
♥Shikin.N1.LJ
♥Shikin.N1.BS
=)Shumin.N1
=)Syerzan.N1
♥Tammy.SA
♥Vea.GFF
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Baby, you're mine ♥
Sunday, November 30, 2008 ♥
Dear BbyPrince.M0shb,To you that said, "Sex CAN wait"
To you that said, "You're beautiful."
To you that was never too busy to drive across town to see me.
To you that visits me when im sick or down.
To you that said you would die for me.
To you that really would.
To you that did what i wanted to do.
To you that cried in front of me.
To you that i cried in front of.
To you that holds hands with me.
To you that kisses me with meaning.
To you that hugs me when Im sad.
To you that hugs me for no reason at all.
To you who would give your jacket up for me.
To you that calls to make sure i got home safe.
To you that would sit and wait for me for hours just to see me for ten minutes.
To you that would give your seat up.
To you that just wants to cuddle.
To you that reassured me that i was beautiful no matter what.
To you who told your secrets to me.
To you that tried to show how much you cared through every word and every breath.
To you that thought maybe this could be the one.
To you that believed in my dreams.
To you that would have done anything so i could achieve them.
To you that never laughed at me when i told you my dreams.
To you that walked me to my home and opened the door.
To you that gave your heart.
To you who prays that im happy even if you are not with me.
To you that reassured me that i was beautiful no matter what.
To you who told your secrets to me.
To you that tried to show how much you cared through every word and every breath.
To you that thought maybe this could be the one.
To you that believed in my dreams.
To you that would have done anything so i could achieve them.
To you that never laughed at me when i told you my dreams.
To you that walked me to my home and opened the door.
To you that gave your heart.
To you who prays that im happy even if you are not with me.
thank you.
every single thing that u did fer me.
i truly appreciate it.
even if its in good or bad terms.
i truly am grateful.
thank you fer believing in me.
I Love You.
Like How SunShines.
I Love You.
Like How SunSets.
I Love You.
Like How Paradise Feels.
I Love You.
Even in Bad Terms.
I Still Do Love You.
With Every Sgl Bit Of My Heart.
I Really Do.
THANK YOU.
Labels: im grateful, thank you Allah
Saturday, November 29, 2008 ♥
Blog Is My Only Companion Fer Ryte Nw.
So, Bare Wif Me Fer A Moment.
Let Me Vent My Every Emotions,
Cause Sooner Or Lata, Im Lettin Dem Go. =)
To The Person In The Picture,
Thank You Fer Picking Me Up,
When Im Falling Hard To The Ground.
Thank You Fer Letting Me Be Strong,
When All I Eva Possess Is Weakness.
Thank You Fer Giving Me Strength,
When Im Dying Away.
Thank You.
_______________________________________________
Its Kinda The Same Situation Ryte Now.
I Still Yet To Hear His Voice.
When I Took The Train Home Ytd,
Passed By Bukit Batok.
Its Very Hard, I Swear.
Suddenly, 6June2008 Outing Popped
Out Of My Mind.
The Day I Gotta Hold His Hand
Fer The Very First Time.
The Day I Gotta Hug Him
Fer The Very First Time.
That Is Affection.
I Felt The Love Empowerin Inside.
I Swear To God, That Im Grateful
The Train Was Packed The Other Day.
He Said That He'll Tell ____,
That He Loves Me.
OuhhYahh,On That Day Too, He Said,
'You Kai Hp I Dulu Larr Syg!'
Yknw, How Sweet Was Dat? Haix.
I Really Miss Those Times.
Whr Quarrel & Fites Wasn't Even
In Our Dictionary.
He's My Everything! IMYSM.
Sumtyms I Wish,
He Was There Under My Blk,
Waiting To Hug Me Tight.
Fer Nw, I Wished He Wud Say,
'Ayg, Nak Jumpe I?'
But The Main Problem is,
'I WISH'.
I Pray To God,
That He Still Do Love Me
With All His Heart.
"I WISH UPON A SHOOTING STAR
THAT OUR RELATIONSHIP
WOULD BE BETTER!"
IMYSM, ILYSM
_____________________________________________
29 November 2008
0313hours
'I. I love you. Very much.'
Syg,
Nt A Sgl Molecule
In This World,
Cud Eva Trade Your Plc.
Rmbr That, Pls!
Take Care Pls.
Labels: haix. haix.
Thursday, November 27, 2008 ♥
I Lied. I Did. Im Sorie.
The Truth, I Dun Wan Any Space.
I Lied. For You.
For Your Needs And Wants.
How Cud Eva I Wan Space,
When All I Eva Needed Is You.
I Cudnt Slp Last Nite.
I Kept Tossin & Turnin.
But All I Cud Do Is To Think About You.
When I CLose My Eyes,
I See You Dere, Smilling At Me.
When I Open My Eyes,
Its You I Think Of.
Why? Why?
I Agreed To Haf Some Space,
Bcoz You Want It Badly.
I Stubbornly Din Wan It.
But, Bcoz Of My Love Fer You,
I Did.
Im Scared U'll Leave Me.
I Feel Very Insecure When Ure Not Around.
I Swear.
When I Got Off The Bus,
Ur Fren Asked 'Mane Firay?'
All I Cud Ans Is 'Tak Tau'
'Da Brape Lame Ko Tak Jumpe Dia?'
Haix. 'One Week'.
'Lamenye. What Happen?'
'Jgn Tanye Pls.' I Walked Off.
I Tried To Hold Back My Tears.
I Did Tried. But, I Cudnt.
I Miss Your Presence, Badly.
All I Need Is Just One Hug.
To Let Me Know That,
Things Will Turn Out Right.
But Wad Cud I Do. Ntg.
Space Is Ur Final Decision.
I Cant Change It.
I Promised Not To Botha You.
So, I Wont.
I Love You.
Dats Why Im Doing This Fer You.
I'll Sacrifice Anything.
Just To Make You Happy.
Take Care Pls.
=''(
Labels: I Miss Him. Very Much
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 ♥
home isnt a plc whr i wanabe ryte nw.
everything seem so chaotic nowadays.
wif everyone fiting wif one anotha.
so, i just fought wif my fucking brotha yet again.
him: diam uhk bodoh.
me: sape sial bodoh, ko ke aku sial.
him: ko uhk sial.
me: ehk, ko ble rilek sua.
him: siallah uhk. aku dpt masok express lahh.
me: so, ko fikir aku heran.
him: ko tu jeles.
me: aku jeles? hahh. aku doa2 kn ko fail.
who the fuck he tink of himself?
so wat if im nt as clever as him.
atleast ive got manners when it comes to mum.
fuck him, fuck his life.
arrgghh.
boyfren was the one who haf always been dere.
now? i duno. he just isnt.
now, his priorities are his frens & his life.
me? im neva found.
who am i suppose to turn to now?
no one sehk.
yknow, ive dedicated my whole life to him.
i just dun feel the love from him animore.
i feel change is betta.
Ya Allah,
dgrlah rintihan hambamu ini.
aku dahagakn kasih syg kekasihku.
di manekah dia menghilang.
dia adalah hidopku.
kenapa dia berubah, ya allah?
adakah aku penyebabnya?
atau adakah dia sudah tidak mencintaiku lagi?
Ya Allah, Berikan aku pertunjuk.
Amin.
Saturday, November 22, 2008 ♥
Maybe Im a Lil Too Hard On Him I Guess.Im Really Sorie.
The Fact That You Gonna Leave Me Again,
Haunts My Mind So Bad.
Dear Blog,
Only To You I Confess Everything.
U've Been The Best Listening Ear Ever.
So Now, Pls Lend Me Ur 'Ear' Again.
I Love Firay With All My Soul Cud eva Possess.
Nothing In Dis World Cud Eva Trade His Place.
His Been The Best Boyfriend I Cud Eva Haf.
He's Loving, Caring, Nice, Crazy, Hardcore,
One-Of-A-Kind, Hot, Handsome, Spoilt, Manje,
Lazy, Sweet, Stubborn, Fussy, Mummy's Boy,
A Good Singer & Guitarist & Drummer, Friendly,
Imptly Everyting.
He's The Perfect Guy In My Eyes.
All His Imperfections Are Perfect Too.
I Still Rmbr He Always Came By My House When Im Sick.
I Still Rmbr He Gave Me Candles.
I Still Rmbr He Always Lay Down On My Lap.
I Still Rmbr I Usually Slpova At His House.
I Still Rmbr He Sang To My Ear While I Was Standing At His Door Room.
I Still Rmbr He Always Ask Me To Eat.
I Still Rmbr He Scold Me For Spoilt-in Auni.
I Sill Rmbr He Kisses Me At The Forehead.
I Still Rmbr He Hold My Hand & Dun Wana Let Go.
I Stil Rmbr He Sayin 'Abu', 'Nenek'.
I Still rmbr Everything About Him.
I Love Him. I Love Him.
He's My Half Soul.
Without Him I'll Fall So Bad.
I've Dedicated All My Life To Him.
I Really Nid Him Till My Last Counting Breathe.
I Hope He's Reading This.
I really Want Him To Know.
Dat I Really Love Him.
I Miss Him Now. ='(
Im gg MIA-ing fer Awhile.
I'll Come Back Once Im Betta.
I'm Really Weak Ryte Now.
All I Nid Is Him.
I Swear. Take Good Care Guys.
Please. ='(
Labels: I nid him badly.
♥
'Why Dun Do It With Both?'
I'll always rmbr dat line bby.
Ppl gets unreasonable at tyms.
But wat for, if dey dun learn a sgl thing.
In ur life, its always fair.
im being very patient.
i really am. & i'll blow up soon.
im vry disappointed in you.
u dun seem to treat me fairly now.
u dun seem to listen to every sgl thing i say now.
i askd u not to re-pierce ur collarbone.
ouhh. hell no. u stil insisted.
but being a 'great' gf.
i forgave you.
i just heck about it.
but when it comes to ur 'rimas' part.
pls, tok to urself.
& if i cant ask u any more qns.
i promise u, i wont.
dun say wthr i change or wat.
coz im doing WAT U LIKE.
im going ur way.
im tired to fite nor quarrel.
if u tink wat ure doing now is reasonable & fair.
pls, im willing to follow.
jyeah, i change.
i change because u change.
ure not dat caring nor concern animore.
u do wat pleases u. haix.
so, im putting away all my emotion.
just fer you.
im really tired.
gdbye. take care.
ila is not ila animore.
='(
Labels: gdbye, im really tired
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 ♥
I MISS FIRAY!ARGGGHHH.
its been 4 days ive neva spent tym wif him.
even if we met at sch, it'll just be:
-u, salam.
-u, tak masok klas?
-u, da mkn?
-u, nak hug.
-u, hi!.
-u, i nk kua g block jap tau.
its hard you noe.
since i always spent most of my tym wif him.
i really do miss him like hell.
i cried ytd nite.
i cant take it animore.
i really need him ryte nw den anione else.
i swear sehk. sob3.
AGAIN,randomly his sweet msgs.
18Nov2008,0101hrs
I rindu u. As much as u rindu i. Tpi....
Haix. I tk tau lah.
Cyg, i maseh sygkan u seyy.
Nape u ckp i da tk syg u seyy?
I dun noe, evertime kte gado,
ur past haunts me.
I asyik imagine u klua ngan laki laen,
noty2 ngan laki laen,
___ ngn laki laen.
I nanak ckp ni smue psl i tkt nant u ckp i tk
trime u _________ n stuffs. I sygkn u.
I nak kahwin ngn u, naek pelamin ngn u,nanak tglkn u.
Tpi asyik gado over stupid matters. Abeh i...Haix.
i penat nak gado. I nak settle down.
18Nov2008,1412hrs
Ayg. I sorie. Btol. I tal make effort to jmpe u.
Wen u really miss me, wen ure in need of me.
Ive havent been a good bf lately.
Im sorie. I really am.
Imy, as much as u miss me.
Tpi i tak tau y ive been very tired n lazy lately.
Ily syg. Very much. I do.
Believe me pls.
18Nov2008,1658hrs
Ayg..i syg u. :)
18Nov2008,1807hrs
Ayg.I syg u.U jgn ade laki laen okay? Pls?
18nov2008,1816hrs
I syg! U! bnyk! Skali!
18Nov2008,1831hrs
Ayg. I da smpi tau. U jage diri u baek2 pls.
I da abes keje, i txt u k.
I tk sabar bsok, i bleh spend time ngn u.
Ayg. I rurve u.
18Nov2008,1837hrs
Hahak. I rurve u darling.
Mlm tok ngn i k.
u tk cr too. Mwuahx. Love2.
18Nov2008,2209hrs
Ayg. I rindu u.
Bsok hug i lame2 k?
Gossh. Its hard to be apart frm him. =(
Labels: i need him ryte now, ouh god
Monday, November 17, 2008 ♥
Its 4 days afta 5 month anni.
monthsary wasnt that grand.
hahaha. but overall, swit larr.
we had loads of laughter.
im having holes in my wallet.
so, all i gave him was:
a frame with our pics.
& a letter for him.
so it was budget.
hahaha.
but it really came fom my heart.
today's post is simple.
overall.
I MISS FIRAY DEARLY.
clearly stated at my myspace & msn.
i really miss him.
Labels: imysm
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 ♥
i rmbrd of an old story:
"dere was this gal,
who loved her bf as much.
she cud even sacrifice anything for him.
things went all smoothly.
romance and stuffs.
but,
she wasnt aware that something bad was gg to hpn.
that her lover, was gg away.
far from her.
he claimed that she changed.
so, anonymous came.
to aid him.
something slipped from his mind.
that the gal loved him so much.
that she thot wat she gave him,
was the best she had.
all she cud do was to love him from afar.
it aches her when she realise that he's gg far away.
she tried everything she cud, to haf him back.
but all he cud say was,
'i was about to fly free,but you hold me down'.
he might not undrstnd.
but it hurt her damn bad.
she cried helpess nights n days.
her frens askd her to forget abt him.
n to be strong.
but how cn she?
when part of her soul went away.
leaving her helpless.
her own self went away.
she doesnt care less abt herself.
every sgl day, every sgl moment,
all she did was to think of him.
suddenly, a miracle.
he came back.
claiming that he still loves her.
no one cud feel wat she felt on that day.
but she din noe,
that with a miracle, came many more obstacles.
she still found out that he still likes anonymous.
that even leaves more scars.
one day, she askd him out on weekend.
she cudnt make it in the aftanoon.
so she suggestd to mit at nite.
but he said NO.
cause he's meetin anonymous that nite.
ouhh, only god feels her that moment.
no one saw her reaction.
but surely, you noe how she felt.
frequent fites came along.
he decides to leave her again.
she cant take it animore.
so she decided to take her life.
by den, she gave everyting up.
even the love for him.
isit still too late for him to realise,
dat she loved him the most?
maybe its best fr him to decide."
i cudnt slp well last nite.
n i rmbr of an old memory.
i cudnt void it, altho it hurts damn bad.
it leaves scars behind.
all is forgiven, bu cant be forgotten.
till now, it hurts so deep.
my heart's wounded.
i pray, it'll neva hpn.
='(
Sunday, November 09, 2008 ♥
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Things haf been rough lately.i mean it, ROUGH!.
part & parcel of relationships.
either you hold on strong or you let go.
i dun eva wana let go of bby.
i'll hold him tightly.
even if he scream in pain.
in every corner of my life,
he's been dere.
he help me thru, he made me strong.
i'll hold him tight,
even if it takes all my energy.
i lacked of slp.
i lacked of energy.
i lacked of food.
im sick, im weak.
but i dun wan bby to go thru dis mess with me.
i forced myself to eat.
even if my throat hurts.
i dun wan him to starve himself too.
To bby,
you may think dat im stronger.
but im nt without you.
you may think i dun nid you.
but im in nid of you.
every moment, every sec.
you may think im happy,
but im nt without you.
you may think im not hurt,
but i hurt you.
Im sorie ive nt been myself.
i cudnt get hold of myself.
i tend to let my anger overcome me.
im sorie if i used alot f harshness towards you.
but bby, trust me, its not intentional.
im sorie if i was a jerk to you.
im sorie. ='(
Labels: I need you now and forever
Friday, November 07, 2008 ♥
HeyHey.
My attendance improve dis week.
wat a wonder. haha. pathetic.
So i din come oni on wed.
due to some personal probs.
Im startn to be good eyy?
i wana improve on my attendance larr sehk.
wana buck up on studies.
alreadi askd help frm Mr Zaki. *chehh2*.
&& i nid to work.
i nid to save up fer bby's bdae.
gosh, the price? ovewhelming. haha.
so basically dats why larr sehk.
summore i nid extra money to buy my stuffs.
bby's busy with jamming & bbdc.
so im stuck at home with ntg.
im dwn with drug allergy. wtf.
just got it when watchin dem jammin.
hahaha. sorrie guys fer bringin the disease.
ate the meddy & my body damn weak.
i cant think hard or undrstnd wat anyone's toking.
so, just quarrel with bby. ntahh. i oso dunno why.
hey. aku saket. leniency pls.
kkay. i duno wat else.
due to malfunctionin of the brain.
update more soon.
tc dude & dudettes.
I LOVE FIRAY. =)
Labels: i dun wana be sick anymore, pls
Wednesday, November 05, 2008 ♥
Firay again.
Fucked right back?(COPY AND PASTE) Thru a blaack pussy? HELL NO!!! hahaha
shame on me looking down on ppl's skin colour?
Kamarul and a bangla? why not be with a bangla?bodoh.
sendiri sendiri tgk skin.
klau tak tgk skin,follow ur own skin colour,mataer ngan bangla.
aku tak syg mulot? korg tu tak sygg nyawa.
Firay here,calling all BANKING MOTHAFUCKERS to whacked me up.
i dun mind if its 10 against 1.
u'll be surprise to wad i can do.
dun werry.
its just me fighting this battle. and my bby of coz.
EH BANGLA,AKU CABAR KAU SEPAK AKU. :)
jgn lupe complain kat MY OWN FRIEND. (We didnt asked to be labled zac efron & Vanessa)
Maybe i'll label u karina karina kapoor. feelin better? coz karina is white u noe.
huak2.
see i knew it. she lost it.
Ever ask urself why ure fighting this battle?
i fight fer a reason. Be good in front of my gf,bhind herr bck,u talk bad bout her.
Wad are u fighting fer? Cant accept the thangs that i sed?
dun always think ure right, dun always think ure 1 step ahead from others.
Coz ure not. tone dwn ur ego,and i'll tone dwn mine.
and kama. i specifically wanna put dwn ur name. u dun even noe wad this arguement is all abt.
and u think its abt colourism? its abt two-face freak! i wudnt step into this matter if i were u.
fer all u noe,she might be talking bout u bhind ur back.hah(olready did,i guess)
but if a war is wad u want,its wad u'll get.
but if a war is wad u want,its wad u'll get.
i can leave a fren like u, but i cant leave my ego.
Labels: I believe in chances.
Tuesday, November 04, 2008 ♥
So, Kharmila here.
let me tell you a story abt an ungrateful fren.
So here goes.
Its been a few days since i come sch.
due to my HIGH FEVER.
[sorie uhk si diktu yang takde high fever].
so, she walkd past my boyfie's table.
'ehk, suroh ila dtg skola. ade byk projek nk uat'.
im not too sure wthr she askd nicely or not. =)
so my boyfie rplied.
'asl korg bully dia uhk suro uat projek smua.
sampai dia kena stay up late.
maybe tu sbb dia nk quit skola'.
im not too sure wthr its nicely said or not. =)
and she rply with her bitchy face [sorie uhk, BOYFREN aku yg ckp]
'i din ask her to stay up late pe'.
& stg else abt study smart.
my boyfie got all workd up.
ive got no comments.
i wana heck like wat i said to UR GALFREN.
& so i thot i called her a 'fren'.
but turns out nahhhhhhh. =)
ohhh damn.
she lost it AGAIN. =)
[i wish i cud help, but sorie, no thanks]
stll going on strong
firay and ila.
Monday, November 03, 2008 ♥
heyhey. firay here.
thers a reason why i wanna blog today.
im sick and tired of arseholes and bitches out ther trying to ruin my relationship with my gf.
u bitches may post in your blog that u hate me and ila being together or wadsoever.
so wad if my gf sees nothing except me?
jealous?(siak uhh nak jealous!*dats wad u bitches wud probably say*)
its bcoz u bitches dun worth a thing. muahahaha!
some bitches even want to slap me sey. scary!! woohoo!(black bitches nowadays)
but reality check. can u even touch me.? haha.
black ass.
and u arseholes staring at me. wad can u orphans do to me? haha.
beat the shit out of me?
if u guys wanna beat me up, make sure i wont be able to stand up.
coz if i do stand up,im gonna beat the shit out of u and ur whole family.
and trust me, u wudnt want ur family involve in this.(they're innocent u see).
So, to all u nicompoops out ther.
ure fcuked. ure nothing. haha
I didn't mention names, but hopefully you knw. [:
(Copy and paste from the black bitch's blog.)
still standing strong,
Firay and ila.
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I go by the name ILA.Get that in ur head idiot.
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