Saturday, February 28, 2009 ♥
CRYIN MY HEART OUT! ♥ Saturday, February 28, 2009
Sitting In The Corner,
Crying My Heart Out.
I Duno Wat Happen, Or Wat Went Wrong.
Till It Came To This Stage.
I Tried To Be Very Strong.
I Tried To Give U Space.
But In The End, U Claim That Feelings Just Fade.
U Neva Tried To Understand.
U Said U Still Needed Me,
But U Keep Playing With My Heart.
Why Do U Always Give False Hope.
I Tried To Be Very Understanding.
Everyone Just Said, Give Him His Space.
N It'll Be Betta.
Ezah, Fathiah, Tammy.
They Are The People Who Really Noe My True Feelings.
Ive Cried To Ezah.
Ive Cried To Tammy.
N Slowly To Fathiah.
I Thot That If I Cud Undrstand U,
U'll Do The Same Thing Too.
But In The End, U Oni Undrstand Ur own Feelings.
Not Mine Or Others.
U Neva Reali Undrstand How Much I Disagree With The Space.
Afraid That We'll Be Apart In The End.
Afraid That Ur Feelings Will Fade.
Afraid That We Neva Had The Chance.
I Gave Up , But U Gave Me Hope.
But Ure The One Who Make Me Give Up Again.
='(
Tuesday, February 24, 2009 ♥
HELLO PEOPLE =) ♥ Tuesday, February 24, 2009
I Got Stitch To Accompany Me Ytd,
At TTSH.
=)
So, Fer Nw.
Stitch Is My Fav Boyfren. =)
Im Finding Work.
Cause I Wana Surprise Him.
Fer Our 9Monthsary. (-,-)
Big One.
Pretty Pls.
I Want Job. =)
And To You Dear Firay,
Im Always Here If You Nid Me. =)
Btw, U Still Owe Me Sundae.
Cause I Passed My Exams.
N If I Passed My Exams Now,
I Want U To Treat Me Laksa Larr. =)
I LOVE YOU!
N I MISS YOU.
=)
Monday, February 23, 2009 ♥
♥ Monday, February 23, 2009
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
I WANT MY OLD FIRAY BACK.
PLEASE. ='(
Friday, February 20, 2009 ♥
GDMORNING PEOPLE ♥ Friday, February 20, 2009
Hey People.
Guess Wat?
I Lost 4 Kg In A Weeks Tym.
HaHaHaHa.
Basically, I Din Have Any Appetite To Eat.
I Din Touch Any Proper Food Excpet Fer Bowling.
Oni One Time I Ate Rice.
During School?
I Ony Drank Water Most Of The Time.
Or Just Eat Bread.
HaHaHaHa.
At Home? Dun Ask.
I Dun Eat At Home Animore. =)
Jyeah. I Do Feel Hungry.
But I Dun Wana Eat.
=)
Okay. Why I Put That Both Picture Up There.
Well. The One One The Left Is How I Smile Now.
The One On The Right Is How I Used To Smile.
I Kinda Miss That Smile.
Wholehearted Smile.
It Wont Come Back Fer Awhile.
=)
Quote Fer The Day: Smile Eventhough Every Action Hurts. =))
Labels: =))
Thursday, February 19, 2009 ♥
PUT UP A BRAVE FRONT, PLEASE! ♥ Thursday, February 19, 2009
Hey People!
Jyeah, Im Still Fighting With Bf.
Its Hard, Yknw.
I Miss Him, Realli.
But, Ive Made Up My Mind.
That Wateva Shits Or Craps Im Getting.
Im Still Gona Smile.
Eventhough It Hurts. =)
I Know That Ive Done Stupid Stuffs.
& Made U Super Disappointed In Me.
But All That Is Gona Stop.
Because, Im Still Gona Smile Even If It Hurts.
Because, Im Still Gona Hug U Even When Ure Mad.
Because, Im Still Gona Kiss You When Ure Sad.
Because, Im Still Gona Hold Your Hand When Ure Disappointed.
Because, Im Still Gona Love You When U Feel Like Giving Up.
Im Gona Prove To The Whole World.
That Im Gona Stay Positive.
Even When The Whole World Is Turning Its Back On Me.
Im Gona Prove To The Whole World.
That Im Gona Stay Strong.
N Stay True To You.
Yes, I Agree.
We Shudnt Give Up On Love.
N I Wont Give Up On U, NEVA EVER!
Ive Been Holding On Fer 8 Months.
Im Gona Hold On Even Longer
Dear Baby Or My Own Zac Efron.
I Love You Very Much.
Im Loving Ben10 Now.
Im Loving Avatar Now.
ThankYou Fer Proving Me That True Love Exist.
ThankYou Fer Showing That I Can Change.
ThankYou Baby.
I Know You Nid Tym Now.
Because I Hurt U Alot Lately.
I Understand.
I'll Just Pretend That U Still Havent Got Ur Hp.
I'll Be Fine.
I'll Just Rmbr Ur Smile.
I'll Just Rmbr Ur Hug.
N Imptly,
I'll Rmbr Ur Love.
I Love You Syg,
Even In The Mornings.
Labels: i miss him as always
Wednesday, February 18, 2009 ♥
FUCK OFF ♥ Wednesday, February 18, 2009
SHOULD I GIVE UP?
SHOULD I STAY STRONG?
WHAT MUST I DO?
='(
Labels: space space space space
Tuesday, February 17, 2009 ♥
UNTITLED ♥ Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Was Suppose To Gif Him Dis Today.
But, Too Many Obstacle To Go Thru.
He Din Rply To My Msgs.
I Guess He Dun Forgive Me.
All I Wanted Was Fer Him
To Wipe Away My Tears.
Am I Selfish?
He Isnt Always Dere When Im Down.
I Can Barely Hold My Hand Up.
I Havent Eat.
Ive Got No Money Left.
First, Family.
Now, Him.
Im Tired.
I Am.
N I Give Up To Impress Everyone.
Goodbye.
Im Changing My URL.
Labels: Very Tired
Monday, February 16, 2009 ♥
GREATEST TREASURE EVER! ♥ Monday, February 16, 2009
Sumhow Im Wondering Why Am I Given The Greatest Treasure.
What Greatest Treasure? I Mean 'Who'.
There, That Guy Up There.
And Who Ive Been Talking Abt In My Every Post.
Sumtyms I Wonder Too,
Why My Greatest Treasure Love Me So Much.
When All I Do Is Make Him Mad.
Sumtyms I Wonder Too,
Why We Get So Jealous.
When We Know We Only Love Each Other.
Why, Baby, Why?
Can You Answer My Question?
If Ever I Get The Chance To Hug God,
I'll Give HIM The Greatest Hug Ever.
Because He Gave Me The Greatest Treasure.
I Wish I Have The Guts To Tell Boyfren Directly,
How Much He Mean To Me.
How Thankful I Am.
That He Let Me Entered His Heart.
Yesterday Night, Before Goin To Sleep.
He Told Me Not To Let Him Go.
So, I Guess Y'all Know Wat My Ans WIll Be.
Dear Boyfren.
U Will Always Be In My Heart.
I Wish I Am Everything To You.
=')
Labels: I Dun Wana Let Him Go
Thursday, February 12, 2009 ♥
I JUST LOVE HIM ♥ Thursday, February 12, 2009
Hey People.
Sumhow,
I LOVE MY BOYFREN, DEARLY!
Ytd, He Told Me He Composed A New Song.
All I Could Do, Is Smile.
Sumhow, I Felt Relieved.
Atleast He Is Back To What He Is.
That Talented, Hot Rawkstar Boy I Know.
Well Baby, This Is What I'll Say:
Ouh Dear, If You'll Always Be Here.
I Will Always Stay True.
I Have Always Longed To Be In Ur Arms.
And Foreva In Ur Dreams.
Things Are Always Meant To Be.
Neva Changing Nor Turning.
Im Glad It Is With You,
Laughing Or Crying.
=)
In Advance,
HAPPY 8 MONTHSARY BABY.
Labels: I Love HIM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009 ♥
SUPERDOWN ♥ Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Sorie there isnt any photo or video uploaded. I seem to be very very very down today. so, before my battery laptop die, i wana update as much as i can. Mr Z says 'ure debarred for the moment'.
partly its my fault, i knw. but i did try to attend as much class as possible. i dun absent myself frm sch, i just tend to skip class. i know its equally bad. haix. that sentence really bring me down. i dun feel like coming to school. Summore, Bf doesnt say 'Ayg! Jgn jd pemls lar!! PERGI3!'. One after another bring me down. i wana cry again can? Bf? He just lost his Hp. So, i dun wanabe an asshole and add on to his prob. But yknw wat hurt me most? He ended the coversation wif 'okay, thanku. bye'. Deres no more ILY, MWUAH. summore, thats the first conversation we had in days. haix. i really feel so down. he neva comfort me abt sch. he's more busy with band. cause Black Valentine is coming dis fri. i feel neglected. jyeahh. i thot dis yr it'll be much special. cause, i neva clbrated Vday. pathetic huhh. but, jyeahh. but with everything comin afta another. i really feel like cryin. just nw, i boought him breakfast, he din wana take it till i askd aidil to gif it to him. haix. ='''( ytd, i din went home. i thot i wana de-stress myself. but to no avail. n when i rch home, mummy ask 'ila ngn firay ape jd?' each tym i hear his name. all i wana do is cry. slowly its dripping nw. n im shaking. n now, im having fam prob. ibu is always siding abg. kayy, nvm.i wna run to my room n cry now. tears are welling up on my eyes. Dear God, I Just Nid The Strength!
Labels: pouring out
Saturday, February 07, 2009 ♥
SHOWSTOPPER! ♥ Saturday, February 07, 2009
All I Want Fer Vday Is You.
Tuesday, February 03, 2009 ♥
MISSING HIS SMELL! ♥ Tuesday, February 03, 2009
This Good Smelling.
Hot Looking.
Eccentric.
BOYFREN,
I Miss Alot.
Labels: i love you dude
Ila.Bebehh ♥
♥ The Lover.