Sorie there isnt any photo or video uploaded. I seem to be very very very down today. so, before my battery laptop die, i wana update as much as i can. Mr Z says 'ure debarred for the moment'.
partly its my fault, i knw. but i did try to attend as much class as possible. i dun absent myself frm sch, i just tend to skip class. i know its equally bad. haix. that sentence really bring me down. i dun feel like coming to school. Summore, Bf doesnt say 'Ayg! Jgn jd pemls lar!! PERGI3!'. One after another bring me down. i wana cry again can? Bf? He just lost his Hp. So, i dun wanabe an asshole and add on to his prob. But yknw wat hurt me most? He ended the coversation wif 'okay, thanku. bye'. Deres no more ILY, MWUAH. summore, thats the first conversation we had in days. haix. i really feel so down. he neva comfort me abt sch. he's more busy with band. cause Black Valentine is coming dis fri. i feel neglected. jyeahh. i thot dis yr it'll be much special. cause, i neva clbrated Vday. pathetic huhh. but, jyeahh. but with everything comin afta another. i really feel like cryin. just nw, i boought him breakfast, he din wana take it till i askd aidil to gif it to him. haix. ='''( ytd, i din went home. i thot i wana de-stress myself. but to no avail. n when i rch home, mummy ask 'ila ngn firay ape jd?' each tym i hear his name. all i wana do is cry. slowly its dripping nw. n im shaking. n now, im having fam prob. ibu is always siding abg. kayy, nvm.i wna run to my room n cry now. tears are welling up on my eyes. Dear God, I Just Nid The Strength!

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