Wednesday, November 12, 2008 ♥
AN OLD MEMORY ♥ Wednesday, November 12, 2008
i rmbrd of an old story:
"dere was this gal,
who loved her bf as much.
she cud even sacrifice anything for him.
things went all smoothly.
romance and stuffs.
but,
she wasnt aware that something bad was gg to hpn.
that her lover, was gg away.
far from her.
he claimed that she changed.
so, anonymous came.
to aid him.
something slipped from his mind.
that the gal loved him so much.
that she thot wat she gave him,
was the best she had.
all she cud do was to love him from afar.
it aches her when she realise that he's gg far away.
she tried everything she cud, to haf him back.
but all he cud say was,
'i was about to fly free,but you hold me down'.
he might not undrstnd.
but it hurt her damn bad.
she cried helpess nights n days.
her frens askd her to forget abt him.
n to be strong.
but how cn she?
when part of her soul went away.
leaving her helpless.
her own self went away.
she doesnt care less abt herself.
every sgl day, every sgl moment,
all she did was to think of him.
suddenly, a miracle.
he came back.
claiming that he still loves her.
no one cud feel wat she felt on that day.
but she din noe,
that with a miracle, came many more obstacles.
she still found out that he still likes anonymous.
that even leaves more scars.
one day, she askd him out on weekend.
she cudnt make it in the aftanoon.
so she suggestd to mit at nite.
but he said NO.
cause he's meetin anonymous that nite.
ouhh, only god feels her that moment.
no one saw her reaction.
but surely, you noe how she felt.
frequent fites came along.
he decides to leave her again.
she cant take it animore.
so she decided to take her life.
by den, she gave everyting up.
even the love for him.
isit still too late for him to realise,
dat she loved him the most?
maybe its best fr him to decide."
i cudnt slp well last nite.
n i rmbr of an old memory.
i cudnt void it, altho it hurts damn bad.
it leaves scars behind.
all is forgiven, bu cant be forgotten.
till now, it hurts so deep.
my heart's wounded.
i pray, it'll neva hpn.
='(
Labels: dear god, please
Ila.Bebehh ♥
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