Wednesday, November 26, 2008 ♥
Gave Up ♥ Wednesday, November 26, 2008
home isnt a plc whr i wanabe ryte nw.
everything seem so chaotic nowadays.
wif everyone fiting wif one anotha.
so, i just fought wif my fucking brotha yet again.
him: diam uhk bodoh.
me: sape sial bodoh, ko ke aku sial.
him: ko uhk sial.
me: ehk, ko ble rilek sua.
him: siallah uhk. aku dpt masok express lahh.
me: so, ko fikir aku heran.
him: ko tu jeles.
me: aku jeles? hahh. aku doa2 kn ko fail.
who the fuck he tink of himself?
so wat if im nt as clever as him.
atleast ive got manners when it comes to mum.
fuck him, fuck his life.
arrgghh.
boyfren was the one who haf always been dere.
now? i duno. he just isnt.
now, his priorities are his frens & his life.
me? im neva found.
who am i suppose to turn to now?
no one sehk.
yknow, ive dedicated my whole life to him.
i just dun feel the love from him animore.
i feel change is betta.
Ya Allah,
dgrlah rintihan hambamu ini.
aku dahagakn kasih syg kekasihku.
di manekah dia menghilang.
dia adalah hidopku.
kenapa dia berubah, ya allah?
adakah aku penyebabnya?
atau adakah dia sudah tidak mencintaiku lagi?
Ya Allah, Berikan aku pertunjuk.
Amin.
Ila.Bebehh ♥
♥ The Lover.