hey peeps.
now im randomly updating my blog.
i just dun wan my blog to b dead.
so jyeah, here goes.

afta all set backs n wateva shits.
i feel quite complete now.
i really feel at ease.
i dun feel the nid to rush ova matters.
ive learn how to let things go.
and not dwell on it fer long.
ive learnt to fall down hard.
n ive learnt hw to stand up strong.

deres ntg in dis world dat doesnt come with obstacles.
its neva always hapiness dat comes first.
n its neva always happy ending.
but with strong faith and beliefs.
Insya'allah, god will listen to ur every prayer.
i may not be a gd example in religion thingy.
but i truly noe.
dat if u seek HIM, he'll help u in one way or anotha.

now at dis moment.
gg thru life wif the one i truly love.
is absolutely an ultimate blessing.
seeing him smile,
widens the smile on my face.
gettin the hugs frm him,
oh god i feel so protected.
gettin the kisses frm him,
i dun even noe hw to express it.

to love him, is to love his everything.
to love him, is to love his family.
to love him, is to love his frens.
to love him, is to love his wrong doings.
to love him, is to love his every intentions.

his family is my second family.
his family fills in the missing blanks.
his family makes up fer the love ive neva had.
his mum, is my heroin.
the first day of raya, she kissed my cheeks.
dats the first time, i swear.
i felt so loved, so needed.
his daddy, is my third superhero.
he takes care of me.
i mean really care fer me.
his elder bro, his my silence.
but when he speaks.
he'll crack a joke.
'eh ila, besar nye anting2 ko.'
'ble maen bubble'
hahaha.
his younger sista, my laughter.
its so easy talkin to her.
maybe we agree on almost anythin.
his niece, my onli baby.
she's so adorable.
make me smile all day long.
is stubborn most of the tym.
but dat is wat toddlers do.

my first superhero.
is my bbyprince,moshb.
he's the reason why im gg thru life.
he's the reason why im breathing now.
he's the reason why im smillin.
he's the reason why i cry.
he's my every reason.
not even the world's greatest treasure can match to him.
he's my most valuable possession.
i'll lend my shoulder fer him to lean on.
i'll rch out my hand fer him to hold on.
i'll lend my ear fer him to speak to.
n most importantly my dear,
i'll give u my life fer you to depend on.
i'll do wateva it takes to prove to everyone.
dat u are and will be the one fer me.
we've gone thru obstacles together.
we've gone thru hapiness together.
i only nid u to survive.
I Love You So Much.
im ntg without you, i swear.
dun eva go. pls.
ilysm.