Monday, September 01, 2008 ♥
till eternity. ♥ Monday, September 01, 2008
Nope. not ila here. bt firay.
blogging is supposed to make u feel betta afta u post sumthing ryte.?
its to let out ur feelings when u aint got a listening ear ryte?
instead of bottling everythang up in ur heart?
dats wad i'm trying to do. making myself feel betta, letting everythang in my heart out.
ok. these 3 werds may be simple, common, plain & always on the use.
"I LOVE YOU".
bt weneva i say dis 3 werds to u ila, deep emotions and feelings are tied onto these 3 werds.
maybe not tied on, i PREFER the werd embedded on.
and everytime i say these 3 werds to u ila, i wanna make sure it doesnt fly to ur ears.
instead,i want these werds to pierce thru ur body, and try its best to reach out fer the heart.
afta the hospital incident. i realised dat ure the one fer me.
not fer today. nor tomorrow. bt till my life is thru.
im sick & tired of switching gfs.
just wen im already used to being wif 1 gerl. the gerl leave me. or maybe the other way round.
den...here i go again. finding the right one fer me all over again.
and again trying my very best to adapt to this gerls's ways.
why cant i jus stick to u ila. can i? pretty pls? :'(
and also afta the hospital incident, u noe we didnt squabble much.
bt as days pass by,we trying our very best to find fault wif each other.
and if we do quarrel, it'll be a big one.
i dun want dis anymore.
i only want hepiness.
so wad if GOD gives us lots of obstacles and hurdles?
i want us to overcome everyone of it,SMILING!
*no offence*
i dun care if the whole werld doesnt like me and u together.
i will still reach out my hand fer u. ferever.& always.
i seek ur fergiveness to every mistakes i ever made.
u dun have to seek my fergiveness, as ive been always fergiving u, fer every mistake u ever made. be it a small one or a major mistake. ive always been fergiving u.
now,i wanna seek hepiness in dis relationship of ours.
not urs, not mine, bt ours!
im still reaching out my hand.
waiting fer u to reach out fer my hand, my heart, & my soul.
*werds in brackets are in translation*
Cygku,kharmila,aku ingin bersama mu sepanjang umur ku.
(My love,kharmila,i wish to be wif u till eternity.)
kerna kau adalah hatiku.
kau adalah jiwaku.
kau adalah menawanku.
(coz ure my heart.
ure my soul.
ure my beautiful.)
now, im trying again.
trying to get my werds to pierce thru her body and reach fer the heart.
to kharmila.
"i love u"
from firay.
Labels: a Lil note fer my bby princess.
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♥ The Lover.