Thursday, June 19, 2008 ♥
im sorry! ♥ Thursday, June 19, 2008
18Jun2008 realli gave me a wake up call.ila, stop it with ur ego-ness.its tym for u to get hurt n not FIRAY.i was so not myself ytd. i hurt him by my remarks.haix. why did i made dat stupid mistake.siallah ila, FIRAY pon ade hati apee.i know u wont forgive me. n i respect every decision u make.he almost let me go ytd. BUT thnxs to miracle he din.i duno wat im gona do if he were to let me go. haix!wateve it is.i pray hard to ALLAH that he will not.syg. b4 anything get mixed up.i did went to b.rd ytd.
i did. but afta dat we had a change of plans.
and headed to cityhall. we just want to clear our minds.
ain had some probs ytd. n i just wana be by her side.
is dat so wrong syg?
haix. u accused me of lying to u.
yesh, i was disappointed bt i cant do much ryte?
den came the not meeting u part. yadaayadaa.
den came the meeting when sch reopens.
den came the breaking part.
den came the 'ICE" part.
den came the 50bucks part. argghhhh.
i was so fucking stress. dat my migraine got worse.
haix. but im letting go of every probs ok.
i dun wna dwell on it much.
TO 'aiseyAIN:
i will do wateva it takes to make u n him happi.
i will do wateve it takes to see a smile on ur face.
i will do wateva it takes to make u not gif up on ur love towards him.
n my dear gf,
ure always in my heart n i will help u no matter wat ok.
ILY. so smile always n cherish every single thing!
Ila.Bebehh ♥
♥ The Lover.